Human are cowards in the face of happiness.: Distance are nothing, when our hearts beat as one.

"I love you, hold on to that" - Vampire Diaries.

LIFE SUCKS.

K, two words sum them all up. But then again, I should say I'm pretty much enjoying life right now. I've workload to keep me occupy during weekdays, and bby would be by my side(mostly) during weekends. They say you can't have the best from both sides of the world, true. When I was single, I see my friend as priority. Now I'm attached, it is not that I no longer view the importance of a friendship, it is just that, they had failed me so many times. So many times, that make me don't feel like bothering them anymore.

For example, previous week had been a tough one. Two friendships went down the drain, I won't say it had nothing to do with me. For it has. I admit, I was childish, reckless, egoistic. I wanted my face, I wanted to save myself from guilt and I put myself to face the cruel and harsh reality, dragging everyone else involved down. I was selfish. And to be honest, I can't stop blaming myself for that.

I don't fall in front of people, I don't tear in front of people. If I did, it is either the pain was too much, or you're someone I trust and love so dearly. Normally, when I cry, it happens to be both. Which means, you're someone that I trust and love so much that incurred the pain onto me.

No, I'm not looking back for I came across this meaningful quotes "Don't ever look back. If Cinderella had looked back to find her shoe, she wouldn't be a princess" Pretty true. So move on. I always believe that if I lost you my friend, you'd nvr been mine. Yes, one of us have to talk to one another, but.. come'on, who would?

Let the water flow, let the god decides. I nvr close my door towards any friend, or ex friend, or whatever. Because I believe that when someone comes to me for help, it must have taken them so much so much courage. And I wouldn't bear to turn them down. Even a stranger, I wouldn't. If I can help, I will.

These are the lovely ladies that I've catch up with them some time back. Though there's more girls that I've met during this few weeks. Just some I took some photos with :) Some I've known for years, others for months. No matter when I know them, how i got to know them, I'm glad for them. For the future is unknown, I won't speak much. Love you girls for all the happy moments we shared and all the times we laughed and all the truth we spoke.

Babyboy, the one that always lift up my spirit when I'm down. Life is hard on us right now, but I don't mind. Because I rather 先苦后甜. So long as I've got you by my side, I'm happy alrdy. I dk what did I do, to deserve such an awesome boy in my life, such a perfect one. I always tell myself that quarrels is inevitable and so long as we are tgt, everything is worth it. Even the pain, would be worth it.

I've so many things I wanna do with you my boy, you'll nvr know how much you stand in my heart and how much do you mean to me. Words are nothing but letters, this are all not enough to express gratitude i've towards god for giving me, you. This are all not enough to express my love for you. Whenever I look into your eyes, I know, nowhere in the whole world would I rather be. I just want to stay here, with you. With you, nothing else matters. You're all that I need, I want and all that I love.