National Day.

A lil love goes a long way.

8th Aug,

I probably should start my post that way since.. my blog timing etc are fucked up. Just like my life. (heads down)

Alright, so woke up @ 11plus, messaged that slowpoke bean asking her if she's awake. (As I thought she had no school) However, she was in school!!!! Fucking last minute can -.- .Waited for her to finish seeing her lecturer etc, which was abt 3, then we headed down to yishun to find brian, hector and kianboon! Know why we went there? JUST BECAUSE I WANTED TO EAT 925 CHICKEN RICE SO BADLY HEHE. Somehow, it did not taste so tasty like before. I reckon it's because without bby's appearance there :< Life is so fucking different without bby! Argh! P.S This proves how much I love you ok sillyboy.

Slacked at the table and the sun was shining so fucking brightly at bean and me! Was thinking of gng for a movie or just gng to brian's house mahjong. He made a call to his mum, know his sis gng out and ta-da, we cabbed to his house ;) Kianboon was such a nice guy har(hardly can be seen), he paid for the cab fare. (I hope he don't claims from bby later on, HAHAHA Just keeeeeeeding). So yeah, mahjong-ed for abt 1hr plus? Won 3bucks, but didn't collect since it was somehow like play for fun. At the very least... I DID NOT LOSE. Bby must be v.proud of me right bby ^^ KEKEKE. Kianboon headed home first, and brian went to bathe while I took his phone and tweet ^^ Bean uses Hector's and yes we slacked at his house for awhile. In the end, we played deal and YES I AM NOT THE LAST ONE AGAIN (Y). In fact, I was the 2nd to win for 1st round and 1st for the 2nd round. HAHAHA, improved alot (Y).

Headed to Yishun GV to catch Zookeeper. Initially I thought we were watching the rise of the apes of planet(whatever you name it la hor, the main points are there LOL). Bought Nachos, all-time-favourite, munch onto it and bby called ^^ Chatted with him for quite some time, causing nuisance to the people watching movie. HEHE. Luckily I was not being scolded, must be they overheard my conversation with bby and know he is in army. So considerate sial Yishun people HAHAHA. Bby iz still so kewt and entertaining, bet we gonna have all day and night long talking abt his life in army, and my fucked up life outside. He keep saying abt how dark he had become, complaining and ranting and ranting. But then, I enjoy hearing him doing that. Like ahsoh hehe but me luv it!

I am seriously serious, abt being serious that I seriously can't wait for him to book out! First book out ever. He spend like.. HALF A MONTH IN SIDE AND WE DIDNT SEE EACH OTHER LEH WALAO. Lifesucks. Boo!

Finished the movie, train-ed home with Bean, Brian, Hector and Kianboon. Brian and Kianboon heading down to Hector's house which is at Yewtee and Bean alighted at Boonlay. Home sweet home, did some BLAW thingy which is not completed and presentation starts on wed! Browse thru some BMGT slides, getting rough idea what it is abt. Honestly, it is like.. COMMONSENSE. Which makes me even HARDER to study because I'm so fucking STUBBORN that i REFUSE to MEMORISE a single shit. so.. FUCK MY LIFE :<

Just before I end off, gonna wish Singapore a Happy birthday(-.-) & My beloved bbg BETTY Happy awesome 19th Birthday!! (L) Sigh I really want to steal one year away from her la please. Like I say, Life sucks.

Gng over to MBS for swimming session, bbg's session, betty's birthday celebration tmr(or later...LOL)

I'm getting afraid of celebrations, they never end off well.

They always make me tear.

Fret not, I'm still gonna smile.

Will be fine. Will be fine. No fear. No fear..

Because you love me

I'm everything I am, because you loved me.

The song speaks right thru my heart. Every single line of lyrics describes how I feel.

He is the strength for me, he is the one that stood by me.

He came into my life, making my world such a better place.

He saw the best there was in me.

He gave me faith 'cos he believed.

I'm everything I am, because he had loved me, is loving me, and will be loving me.

Thankyou bby, for being the one and only that would stood by me.

In bad or good times, in right or wrong times, in every time.

Luv you. Mwack (blow kisses to Tekong)