For once, I believe.

You don't have to be awesome, just have to be mine.

11th Aug,

Slept earlier previous nights as I was worn out. And really, just need to sleep. Just want to sleep. Sleep away the days, sleep away the time. So 18th Aug would fly here, come to mama. HEHE. Headed to work in the morning, left home late but was the first to arrive at the office. Unbelievable right! I know I know. Went down to buy food after the others reached and I put my stuff in the office. Had another break at 1plus then went off from work at abt 6.15.

Headed to Clementi Mall to meet the girls - Chermaine, Souyan & Rica. Half a year not meeting them alrdy!! Last met was like.. bkk?!?! Still, we manage to spend quality time with one another in this abt.. 6 hours of meet up!! Had Fish & Co., was my first time eating it! I'm not a lover for fried fish, so I should say okay okay lor.. I prefer steam fish ^^ Tastier and not so.. 'ni'(In chinese please). Initially Souyan wanted to buy Koi, but the queue was pretty long. Sat down for awhile and out of nowhere, we decide to head off to play mahjong @ Souyan's house!!

Damn long nvr play with them alrdy, all noob!! Hahaha. Dk how to count chips, dk how to distribute the tiles etc. Failure sial us. HAHA. Played from abt 9 to 11.30, and home sweet home ;) Rica and Chermaine took cab while I took the train. Brokegurlzxs94. Sian. I need mother fucking money..

Two days not gng to study, I'm not gng to play so much anymore. I need my rest, I need to study so I can spend alot alot a whole lot of time with bby when he books out!! Heard his phone is back with him!! Morning I didn't received any of his message and I swear, I feel like so without motivation manz :< Luckily tmr can have alrdy hehe ^^

Was talking on the phone with bby while mahjong-ing, and Souyan says she nvr heard me talking so sweetly to anyone before. HAHAHA. Ikr, because I fucking love bby! ^^ He make me laugh, he make me cry, he cheer me up, he carry me ard and just treat me like princess. I'm lovin' it. HEHE.

Yes, I feel damn fucking guilty not studying. I dw to like.. play so much and when results come it failed me. I need to pull up my GPA. Yes. I need to drill that in my mind! Not gng out for 2days, tmr & sat. Just gonna go work, come home so I can study!! I need to study. Too much to do, too lil time.. still, I hope time could flyyyyyyyy.

Bby, hang in there. You've got my luv. (L)