Fear for falling.

I'm scared of not being with you.

Late updates again! Shall update abt..

9th Aug first! :D

Well, it is national day! and BETTY'S 19TH BIRTHDAY!! :D

Headed over to JE at abt 230, which was actually the time when we should have alrdy reached JE. Shalln't mention it, like shit only. Everyone keep drag drag drag so yeah, abt 330 then headed off to MBS with eck, cheryl & Jac. Having lotsa fun on the MRT, talking damn loud. They say 3 woman makes one market, I Say 4 girls make 5 markets! Trust me on that. Alighted at City Hall and chanced upon Hector. He hit my hand so hard that I was pissed and like getting myself ready to stare at the person who hit me la, in the end is him, kinda shock! Saw his gf ah ^^ HAHAHA, Should say we're very honoured.

Headed to buy ChippyChicken and Jac bought Best Fries Forever. Saw Miss Chew, called her and I'm not too sure if she remembers me but she act like she does so yeah.. y'know. Teacher and student.. awkward LOLOLOL. Went to find Melissa and off we go to MBS! Wanted to cab as we're all so lazy to walk under the big big sunny sun, and too excited for swimming! However, we've 5girls now so yeah, couldn't flag till any cab. Alright, honestly, we only tried one cab so.. HAHAHAHA. Took bus, and we almost missed our stop! Luckily the mother, Cheryl asked the bus driver and we alighted, JUST IN TIME. Lost our way while gng over to MBS, but the MOTHER, asked passerby and the guards(Due to National Day, many guards can be seen and many road are blocks which are a nuisance....), finally, likea FINALLY, we reached out destination!! (of cos many stunt in between the journey there but blah, too lazy to elaborate!)

Betty came down fetch us and yes, we went up her hotel. Saw her bro and father. Changed and out we go, to the skypark!!! Her bro joined us. Finding a place to put our stuff was damn hard! Finally we found one, thanks to the auntie JAC who snatched it with some other family LOLOL. Who da fuck cares :):) Put our stuffs, went to Jacuzzi and then headed to the pool! The view is likea naise only la sial. Cheryl had to go off early so she went off to meet her boiboi, and Betty followed her. Then just eck jac melissa betty's bro and me. but betty's bro is like urm, always isolating himself so... it is like only the 4 of us!

Night came, we decide to just go back up to the hotel. Luckily the guard didn't stop us to check our cards as none of us have it and yes, someone came into the lift and save us by helping us insert her card so we could go to our level. saw the rest of the girls, and they heading to the skypark while we heading to the hotel. okay can.

betty's bro bathed and the girls were like shivering inside the hotel room, awaiting for the fireworks!!!!! Finally it came, wa got heart somemore. NAISE. Went to bathe and i fucking swear, the 3 girls bathe likea 'fast' only. finally they're done with it and the others came back. so like exchanging showering time la. (Can imagine how fast the 3 girls bathed right? LOLOLOL) Bby called me not long after that, chatted with him in the toilet as outside was damn noisy! Sigh poor bby could view until MBS.. so near yet so far. (He was watching the parade in the camp) Talked for quite some time, hanged off and he went to bed:)

More people came, and I wanted to go off badly. But this sel ah, cannot maintain, want to stay LOLOL. So stayed, drank but i fucking swear I like only tasting the drink when I kenna forfeit. No mood :< Miss bby badly sigh. Then played dare or dare, luckily I kenna twice only. Both with my girls, cheryl and melissa. Baby Jac was feeling down and counselled her for awhile. Luckily she's fine soon after that!! :D

So finally, everyone is willing to leave and we headed home. Cabbed home with stel, eck, sel and myself. Should say it was a fruitful night with the girls. But on the other hand, I fucking miss my bby. sigh. :< Shall blog in another blog post!! ;)

"I can hear you, I can understand you. My hands reaching out for you to grab onto. I feel the pain, you've been too afraid to explain. And I'm here to promise that I'll take it all away"

I'm so fucking in love with you boy, cxh (L)