Be yourself.

We spend too much time wondering why we're not good enough.

14th Aug,

So I'm back after a half day outing with the girls. Woke up @ 12pm, which was like 2 hrs after my alarm. Fml. Was supposed to wake up @ 10 to study for my Business Law. I failed myself, totally. Damn disappointed.. so studied till abt 3.30. Went to bathe, make up, prepare myself & out I go to meet Elaine & Lynn @ pioneer mrtttttt. Initial plan was to head to tiong bahru for steamboat then town, but since Jiani had tuition till 5.30, we went down to town to meet Joycelyn & Adeline first.

Met them at Ion as Elaine wanted to go burberry to buy a shirt for her husband! How sweet right this girl. Hahaha. Always so caring for her boyboy. Then we cabbed down to tiongbahru for the mini steamboat. It is call "the rajar inn". Similar to marina square hot pot culture. Otw to tiong, Adeline passed me my present.

Went to meet Jiani @ Mos Burger before heading up to the rajar inn. Then, Joycelyn, Lynn & Elaine surprise me with a small cake. Hahaha. Although my birthday is like, ten days ago, I really appreciate the effort they put in to make sure I still have cake. They handed my present to me as well! They put in effort to make sure I still remember my birthday is impt, making me believing in friendship all over again. Im glad, for having them. Really. Maybe one person's fault shouldn't be making the whole clique responsible for it, because there's still people who truly cares, who truly take the initiative to make things up for me. Thankyou girls. I love y'all.

So we ate, ordered too much hehe. Couldn't finish and then we headed home soon after that. As today is quite a fierce day for 7th Month and with baby inside elaine's stomach, it is better to be safe than sorry. That explains why I'm here at this timing! Furthermore, I need to get ready for my first tutoring lesson tmr. Omg I'm so scared.... and I need to study for Business Law. I need an A. A fucking A. Bo pi bo pi guan yin ma!!!!!!

I'm a happy girl ^^

As each day passes, 18th is coming closer. No matter what my dearest boy, I'll be loving you ok. Stop worrying abt your looks. I love you because of you. Because of your love to me. Because you love me, wholeheartedly. Because you love me. Because you brought light to my life when my world is dark. Thankyou boy for your love. 4 more days and soon, we can be with one another as well. If I can't even get through this with you, I'm not worth it. And I know, I'm worth it because I love you. Truly. Madly. Deeply.