Birthday.

All I wanted to do was trust someone to always be around.

Second post of the day! Gonna sum up what happened ytd! Maybe I should be glad because there's not much photos so.. quick update ^^

Headed to school @ 10 because I skipped 9-11 lecture. Wasn't able to woke up(previous post mentioned, too tired ^^). Went to school, saw familiar faces, wishes me happy birthday. Awww, how glad ;) Then went to class straight, and people were trying to TAU POK me! Wth right! I'm a girl, and so small size leh HELLO?! Of cos I siam siam siam and siam! Gonna praise myself for the ability of doing that so freaking well, hence I managed to ESCAPE! Went for lunch, didn't managed to eat pepper lunch because the queue was insane. Had something else, which the queue was... short, very very short. But the food iz nice also la! :D Benjamin, Caiyin and Lishuang came to find Cindy & Me, with cake. How sweet right! It was very shocking, never had I expected that honestly. It is like, I am not really close to them yet.. they make the effort of doing such sweet things. Super happygirl94.

Went up to class, then was settling down. Suddenly..... off light. I thought which fellow go play lights again! And suddenly, all my classmates were singing happy birthday song to me. HEHE. So cut cake, took some photos, wanted to split the cake but teacher was rushing us. Hence, only took out the chocolate and cake was distributed after the lesson. The cake, I got to say is nice. I don't like cake, but for that, I don't mind having another slice. It is delicious! I'm not those girl that have fetish for chocolate but this one, really my taste ^^

Headed to do project(Yes FML) after the lesson as it was the last lesson. Headed down to bukitbatok with Sel to find Stella. Poor baby was pretty upset about failing TP. Sigh. So went and accompanied her. Went to see if there's any movie to catch, in the end decided to catch Horrible Bosses. Went to Koufu, waited for Betty's arrival. Had fishball noodle, chit chat, catch up, camwhore and waited till 9.20 come before we headed to movie theater. Wanted to shop for laptop casing but there, all fail. Sel wanted buy snacks in, so they went Value shop while I headed to the toilet. Came back, saw them bought an earpiece for $1.05! Snatched one from them HEHE. So Stella, Sel and me now have the same earpiece, same value at different colours! ^^ Wonder how long can it lasts. LOLOLOL

Watched the movie and bby called. Chatted with him for.. 5mins only? :\ or less than that. Sigh. Fucking miss him can :< Then he got to sleep! Thought he didn't say Happy birthday to me so I make him say it to me again! Not forgetting the 'Loveyou' before he is allowed to hang up >:) I'm not evil, I'm just being sweeeeeeet ;) Halfway thru the movie, my eyes were hurting so badly, that I Could hardly opened up my eyes!!!!!! Imagine, inside theater also cannot open leh! Like shit seriously. After awhile, I really feel damn irritated so took out contacts and wear specs. Hurting me like fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

So, no choice got to wear specs till I get home. Cabbed home after movie & I on-ed computer for awhile and bed, here I come. No choice, eyes could barely open! No mood to see facebook or twitter either, just wanna relax it. Make sure my eyes doesn't go blinddddddd. This is like the first time I can't fucking get to bed because of it. Like I mentioned, I teared A LIL because it was really freaking me out and hurting me like no business! Finally went to my lalaland.....

Some photos to share! :D

Card drawn by Sel, the others Idk bought by who honestly LOLOL. Overall is beanice, brian, hector & Kianboon! They told me bby told them to do this but I've totally NO IDEA if they're saying the truth or not LOL. Maybe they trying to help their brother, but on the other hand, how would they know I love macaron? Hmm....


In school, I swear the cake was freaking nice! Bought in school! Plastic bag was four leaves, so I think can buy at four leaves ^^ Chocolate fillings. BEST.













Last but not least, with the bbgs present! Stel, Sel, Betty. Beanice was supposed to come but she's sick. Can't blame her but she's the ONLY BBG I DIDN'T CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH! K, maybe exclude the part whereby I did see her with the yishun gang LOLOL.

Overall, my birthday started out well but ended pretty badly with the eyes hurting like shit. Other than that.. I should say I shall not expect much. I just got to know that, everyone has someone as their priority in their heart. I know, stop denying. That's the fucking truth. And, I know in my heart, who treated me well, who had not. Who had lied, who had used me, who had always treated me well from the bottom of her/his heart.

Not pinpointing at anybody, don't have to feel guilty. I won't blame, because I get it. And I'm understanding enough to accept it. I'm not gng to throw a temper because of this. Afterall, it is only a 17 birthday.

Some people might not be there, but you feel their presence. Others were there, yet you know they rather not be.

(random thoughts)

Always ending off with love, to my bby.

Shall blog again later on ;) Gonna catch 9pm show for you bby! Hehe. Luvchiu.