Been so long since I felt so depress for so long. No words could be used to describe how I feel right now, all I wanna to do is to keep crying and crying. If I could. It seems that my heart is locked up, my tears are dried up and I'm left with extremely nothing. It would be easier if all this could be a physical pain rather than emotional one.

Hurt - numb - angry - numb.

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying. If you can not see it, I'm sorry you're not worth it.